Brett Deadwyler - April 12th, 2006

So today is the 3rd consecutive day that I've felt tired. Today is much better than the lats two days, but my eyes just want to be closed. This morning was great though. For a while I've been waking up with a crick in my neck to my alarm and doing everything I could to get up. This morning I woke up 15 minutes before my alarm, very comfortable and just relaxed for 15 minutes. It was easier to get up. Though I did just want to lay there for another hour. I've found that I don't know how to relax really. I know how to distract myself, but not really relax. I can play a video game, watch a tv show, or browse the web and these are the things I've used to 'relax'. When pretty much I stay tense and they just distract me from the fact that I am tense for little while. I think I need to set aside time every day to do nothing. Even 15 minutes. Sit there, relax and do nothing. I don't know, I felt like blogging and this is all thats coming to mind. Half day of work for me on Friday. WOOHOO!!