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WOA!! FREAKY!!
Feb. 21st, 2006 | 11:18 am
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myspace
Feb. 21st, 2006 | 12:00 pm
I have a new blog post on my myspace with lyrics I hadn't posted yet if you are intested.
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Feb. 21st, 2006 | 02:16 pm
music: Guster
You have to be a big of computer geek to get this video but I found it funny enough to link.
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Rules verses Fairness
Feb. 21st, 2006 | 03:54 pm
Today on the way to lunch was the normal game that everyone plays. Shotgun. Eveyone plays that ... right? Shotgun is played many different ways and each group seems to have their own way that they play. In our version the driver has to hear the shotgun call (not a rule that makes sense to me and I don't know how we ended up with that rule, but oh well, it is what it is). Well today we went to publix for lunch. I won the shotgun call on the ride over and now the ride home was to be determined. So as the driver steps out the door (the other rule is the driver has to be outside and on the way to his car) of publix as I am mid-sentence talking and I say shotgun very loudly in the middle of my sentence. My opponent has a look of accepted defeat and I take the little joy I have in sitting up front. Halfway to the car the driver asks, "Did anyone call shotgun?" At this point my opponent quickly says shotgun. Now I'm stuck confused. I had already won. This isn't fair. The game was over. I had already won. When did the ref reblow the whitle after the teams went to the bench and the other team ran out to kick the game winning goal. However if you refer to rule 16.8(end sarcasm), I did technically lose shotgun. If the driver did not hear the shotgun call, it doesn't count. I am greatly disturbed by this whold encounter. I relinquished my front seat all the while still having an overwhelming feeling of "it should be my seat and I fully deserve it" running through my head.
NOT FAIR!
Well, having a best friend as a counselor has changed how I often think about things. I start to examine why I feel like injustice has just been done to me. I realize my struggle is kind of a battle against what is fair verses what is going by the rules. I guess it brings up the question of what is right? Is being fair right? Or is following the rules right? I find I take the fair side almost all the time. I hate using the word fair because it sounds like the 7 year old who says "That's not fair!" all the time. However, fair is the best word I can come up with. We'll take the game shotgun for an obvious example. If I were to win shotgun a few times in a row I would purposely lose so that the other people could get it sometime because that's only fair. Another example would be video games. Just play one with me one time. If I feel things are unequal because of something I can't control, I voice my opinion about much it sucks and will personally believe that any loss I make because of it doesn't count(at least in my mind.). It can make playing against me quite annoying at times I'm sure.
Wheres the Logic?
Is fair really the right word though. Or is it what I think (logically of course, what other way would I think) the rule should actually be. I think if a rule is illogical in a situation that it should be thrown out the window. I am not a live by the rules no matter what person. I view life as dynamic and it depends on the situation type person. I almost cannot answer yes or no questions. When asked a yes or no question, it takes everything in me to not say it depends. I'm saying "it depends" over and over in my mind though. And when I answer yes or no, I'm greatly disturbed that I just said yes to a question that 1 out of 100 times I would have actually said no to depending on the circumstance.
I Wonder
Well, thats related but kind of off track. I'm curious what stance other people fall into on this issue. Do you think the rules should be followed, or they should be abondoned whenever used to create an injustice. Or is not following the rules an injustice and nothing else matters. Hmm...
NOT FAIR!
Well, having a best friend as a counselor has changed how I often think about things. I start to examine why I feel like injustice has just been done to me. I realize my struggle is kind of a battle against what is fair verses what is going by the rules. I guess it brings up the question of what is right? Is being fair right? Or is following the rules right? I find I take the fair side almost all the time. I hate using the word fair because it sounds like the 7 year old who says "That's not fair!" all the time. However, fair is the best word I can come up with. We'll take the game shotgun for an obvious example. If I were to win shotgun a few times in a row I would purposely lose so that the other people could get it sometime because that's only fair. Another example would be video games. Just play one with me one time. If I feel things are unequal because of something I can't control, I voice my opinion about much it sucks and will personally believe that any loss I make because of it doesn't count(at least in my mind.). It can make playing against me quite annoying at times I'm sure.
Wheres the Logic?
Is fair really the right word though. Or is it what I think (logically of course, what other way would I think) the rule should actually be. I think if a rule is illogical in a situation that it should be thrown out the window. I am not a live by the rules no matter what person. I view life as dynamic and it depends on the situation type person. I almost cannot answer yes or no questions. When asked a yes or no question, it takes everything in me to not say it depends. I'm saying "it depends" over and over in my mind though. And when I answer yes or no, I'm greatly disturbed that I just said yes to a question that 1 out of 100 times I would have actually said no to depending on the circumstance.
I Wonder
Well, thats related but kind of off track. I'm curious what stance other people fall into on this issue. Do you think the rules should be followed, or they should be abondoned whenever used to create an injustice. Or is not following the rules an injustice and nothing else matters. Hmm...